trigger warning: rape, language, graphic description Late night sex isn't what every girl dreams of maybe some girls but not me. I will be sleeping when he tries to wake me. Too tired to move. Too tired to say no. Barely concious, half asleep. Not at all aroused Without arousal nothing happens for me but … Continue reading Untitled writing
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Untitled poem
Why do we impose on society to love their partner no matter what when what if it is bad for you and your mental health holding it against you that they used their wealth to support you And how dare they leave you ,the lies that you spew making you feel like you need to … Continue reading Untitled poem
In the dark
What do you see in he dark as you fall asleep as your eyes are cracked open do you see rainbows or complete darkness all around you in the dark do you see your ex boyfriend drinking do you see him wanting you back see him wanting you to move back in with him. have … Continue reading In the dark
Nightmares
Nightmares grip me in the night. They take me back to just months ago, where any drunken possibility was possible. Not having dinner totally possible. 9:00 at night searching for something, literally anything to eat that would curb your hunger till the next morning totally possible. Being pretty much forced into sex completely and totally … Continue reading Nightmares
Raw
raw and sore pounded until I can't feel anything more. I'm going to fuck you raw he says. Why does it have to be a fuck me raw kind of sex why can't it be a gentle and loving kind of sex. His liquor breath hot on my face is nauseating.C'mon baby can't we just … Continue reading Raw
To the girl
To the girl who cries herself to sleep To the girl who doesn’t know what to do next To the girl who knows what to do next To the girl who feels bad for leaving him To the girl who still loves him even though she left him. To the girl who just wanted a … Continue reading To the girl
Stalked: part 1
It was October in Albuquerque and I was on a first date in 8 years. The guy I was meeting here had paid for us to go up in a hot air balloon. I had met him on a local dating site and his name was Cedric. I was wrapped up in my coat shivering … Continue reading Stalked: part 1
Secrets that you keep: Part 1
This beginning of a story is inspired by a writing prompt I did in writing group write a story based on the first sentence of another book and one other sentence in the book My dad is marrying some snooty rich woman with striking green eyes and red hair. It had to be a scam … Continue reading Secrets that you keep: Part 1
Forbidden Magic: Part 13
It had been a week since I had decided to talk to mom. I had just ambled in the front door when I saw my mom on the floor cleaning, she was always cleaning. "Hi Mom" "Hi Severus. How are you doing? " She asked me nervously. Why was she nervous I thought. Then I … Continue reading Forbidden Magic: Part 13